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19 September 2008 @ 04:11 pm
empty air  
[title] empty air
[length] one-shot
[rating] g
[pairing] yoomin (yes, wow.); min-thought
[summary] i fought so hard for you, but i want you no longer
[a/n] for dbsk_songfic 's song challenge 11:
Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how it's supposed to be.

Past the deadline, so this shall sit here unless I get permission from the mod to post it there instead (:
no capital words, no fullstops, be warned.

I specially used semi-colons, commas and one full-stop to signify that there's a continuation until the very end, where it finally ends. It comes across as broken, hardly linked perhaps, small flashes of thought of Changmin until he finally concludes what appears to be a rather D:-relationship

i first saw you in that tiny room, in that giant room dwarfed by the intimidating grand piano that you stood beside;

i hate classical music, and yet i stood there mesmerised, clinging on tightly to every note you were playing;

the notes flowed over me, pensive, heart-wrenching;

i think, for the first time in my life, my heart truly cried,


yet i fastforward to now, three years after i first met you, three years after i let my heart run free;

we've lost friends together, we've fought on opposing sides, yet for two years we held on tight, held on tight to this bond that emerged from the notes that you played;

we've spent nights in silence, doing nothing but holding on to the phone as we heard the breaths of each other;

and you are still beside me, at my side where i only want to run from;

i don't want you here, don't want you with my life and its routes;

i can't stand seeing you by the window, i don't want to ever see you;

and yet i stand in the dark corner with my dark, unfathomable eyes, the detached boy everyone's afraid of;

i sense that aura of despair that shrouds us all, dark clouds descending for the final heartbreak,


my silent rejection's like a stab to our hearts, twin scars that link us forever more;

i fought so much for you, i cried till i lost all tears for a million years for you to return back to my side;

but i find, after all the sacrifices;

i don't want you anymore.</lj>
heaven is endless.: Kim Junsu ☆ sing your heart out againsilhouettedwing on September 19th, 2008 10:09 am (UTC)


here, take my heart. <3
angelicbuttons: Catangelicbuttons on November 5th, 2008 07:28 am (UTC)
>< I can't believe that I never noticed this!

Eh, you've offered your heart too many times!
heaven is endless.: kim ryeowook ☆ smile for me.silhouettedwing on November 5th, 2008 07:29 am (UTC)
s'okay, love. <3

BECAUSE I CAN AND BECAUSE IT'S TO YOU. only offer my heart to very selected people kthx. ♥
shinchul303: pic#81048821shinchul303 on November 5th, 2008 01:05 am (UTC)
jesus. take mine too!

angelicbuttons: Catangelicbuttons on November 5th, 2008 07:29 am (UTC)
D8 I appreciate the gesture, but I'll feel bad!

&hearts thanks for reading! (and offering)
doma_arsonicadoma_arsonica on November 5th, 2008 04:19 am (UTC)
held my breath and let it go..you completely took me til' the very last word. O____O beautiful.

angelicbuttonsangelicbuttons on November 5th, 2008 07:33 am (UTC)
^^ thank you very much~
Quiet_Heartachequiet_heartache on November 5th, 2008 10:36 pm (UTC)
*umma hearts* <3333


angelicbuttonsangelicbuttons on November 6th, 2008 12:35 pm (UTC)

(: thank you
Christyraikiri182 on November 7th, 2008 01:17 am (UTC)
Take my heart too! <3
angelicbuttonsangelicbuttons on November 7th, 2008 07:07 am (UTC)
thank you (:

how about I give you a heart instead? &hearts
100% Yunnie-fiedyunhogirl23 on November 22nd, 2008 03:42 pm (UTC)
awww my hearts been torn off!
even though im heart broken
i gotta say that the writing was beautiful!
-Ji Hye
angelicbuttonsangelicbuttons on November 23rd, 2008 04:10 pm (UTC)
&hearts thank you very much~